What a difference a day makes.  What a difference a week makes.  This time last week, I at least had a little hope.  Now, nothing.  I have nothing.  This time two months ago, life was wonderful.  I had more hope, more happiness than I've ever had, in my entire life.  What a difference.  Life can turn on a dime.  Life....  What is that?  Right now, I'm trying very hard to imagine going on with that crazy thing called "life".  Right now, I'm really hating it.  Right now, life is really giving me a run for my money. 

Last night, as I was lying in bed, getting ready to go to sleep, I was flipping the channels, one last time, when I came across a familiar voice and an old favorite song.  It was a Gaither Family Special, I think, or infomercial, not quite sure which.   Ronnie Milsap was singing.....


"What a difference you've made in my life,

What a difference you've made in my life,

You're my sunshine day and night,

Oh, what a difference you've made in my life...


What a change you have made in my heart,

What a change you have made in my heart,

You replaced all the broken parts,

Oh, what a change you have made in my heart,


Love to me was just a word in a song that had been way overused,

But now I've joined in the singin',

'Cause you've shown me love's true meanin',

That's why I want to spread the news,


What a difference you've made in my life,

What a difference you've made in my life,

You're my sunshine day and night,

Oh, what a difference you've made in my life."


What a difference God has made in my life....what would I possibly do without HIM, to carry me through this cold, cruel world, and this crazy, sad thing called LIFE???  God can make a difference in your life, and I know He has and will continue to in mine.  Thank  you, Lord, for sending angels to take care of me during this time.  You and they have made all the difference in my life.  My son, daughter-in-law, grandbaby, friends, have all been so comforting and supportive these last couple of months. 
What a difference YOU'VE made in my life....with your help, I know I'll make it, Lord.  I love You.