Oh, this is killing me...my poor daddy.  This is breaking my heart.  Seeing the bewildered look on his face.  Watching his decline...  I'm hoping and praying that the new meds., started yesterday will soon take effect and quit causing him all the confusion, disorientation, and hallucinations....

I feel so helpless.  I wish I could do do something to help him.  I went to see him today as soon as I got to town.  He had called me at work today.  I could hear the loneliness in his voice.  Boy, can I relate. I know he also feels lost.  I can relate.  He feels abandoned.  I can relate. I can see fear in his eyes.  He almost looks childlike, all of a sudden.  I'm not ready for this.  It's just not fair.  He's a good man.  Why can't he get better?  Please dear, Lord, make him all better.